It's hard for me…

The design I saw on London Design Festival.
The shape is just like what i feel right now…

It's hard for me to deal with English conversation all day,especially reading English text books on unfamiliar topics.
My brain will be stock with lots of error outputs or unknown inputs.
Then, how can I manage to debate with others in English…
I am not intimidated by tutors or project brief but my poor English.
Well, look at the bright side that there are more than 2/3 of students come from Asia.
And most of the students are international.